Unmasking the Mask: 69 Shocking Signs Psychopaths Use to Hide in Plain Sight
Not a psychologist, but 4 days ago after 35 years I found out by myself that my father is either a psychopath or a hardcore narcissist without him taking any guilt at all for anything or any feeling of remorse for what he is doing. Having blamed and shamed me all my life when we were both alone, so there were never witnesses. “You are the best son, I can think of” in public and “I’m so disappointed in you!” and way more in private. Push and pull. You can’t do anything right and think you are to blame.
There was not much physical a**se, because it seems they don’t like to leave traces (on your body).
I did a s**t ton of personal development work on my own for 4 years and left my home country 3 years ago because I thought something was wrong with me. I was lying in bed and cried out of fear of having to go into a mental asylum many times.
3 years of separation and hundreds or even thousands of hours of contemplation and building up knowledge about personal development and many insights lead me to freedom – Only to realize that because of this history with my father I was in a relationship with a narcissist. Because I now was very sensitive I could feel when I got manipulated by her, I cut cords immediately.
You are a honeypot for these types of personality disorders, because you are already weak and an easy prey. So chances are high that its not only one person in your circle of “friends” – and you can literally trust no one who he has had any contact with at all. It is enough when people have had a nice first impression of him, that they doubt everything you say and by that increase the feeling that you already have that you are going insane.
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