68 People Reveal Shocking Regrets That Changed Their Lives Forever
Not breaking off my last relationship sooner.
It was 2.5 years long. I was hit, scratched, guilt tripped. She made me believe my friends didn’t like me, she would message them from my phone pretending to be me, and I lost my friends.
She blamed everything on me, ever her parents’ divorce. She would self harm with scissors, attempted to o******e on paracetamol twice and blamed it on me. I would be at work and receive a text saying “I’m not feeling good, I’m going to cut myself or do something bad, you need to come and stop me”. I’d freak out because I couldn’t leave work, but didn’t want her death to be my fault.
She’d drag me into the street at 3am to have an argument so all her neighbours could “hear what a terrible person I was”.
I became depressed because I couldn’t understand why I was such a bad person. I had panic attacks daily, I began losing weight, and so I took myself to therapy.
I sat down with her one night and broke up with her because I genuinely believed she deserved someone better than me. A few weeks later, I had a revelation of what had been happening. I deleted her number, changed my number, threw out everything of hers and my life instantly became colourful again.
Before this relationship, I would think “I don’t get why people in a*****e relationships don’t just leave”, but now I get it. You don’t know you’re in an a*****e relationship until you’re out of it.
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