#73

My moods aren’t something I always have control of so some jokes I’ll laugh at one day will also hurt my feelings the next time. I could be having a good day but sometimes my mood just drops. I hate this about myself and if I fight against the bad mood I just cry. It’s hard to explain to my partner and it’s hard for them to understand it’s not their doing. Also, I’m stressed in loud social settings sometimes it becomes impossible for me to talk with people so it looks like from the outside that I’m in a bad mood or upset. I forget things to the point I’m convinced I never heard of the thing or plan. I realize often too late that I am the wrong one.

#74

I’ve had a tendency to be manipulative in the past, something I’m trying to stop doing.

#75

I can be mean to perfectly lovely people, especially when I was high school.

#76

Lack of an effort to improve.

#77

Idk about toxic, but I act like “prey” for lack of better word In english. I’m extremely naive and easily gaslit lol. Hoping to grow thicker skin as I enter my ~~300s~~ 30s.

#78

I’m a terrible loser. I can’t enjoy any game of there is competition involved. It will upset me so much to lose. More so if someone is showing pride for their good performance— makes me angry. I was raised with expectations of always outperforming everyone. It’s not healthy, and I don’t like that I’m that way.

#79

I’m irritable, and I have a hard time hiding that fact sometimes.

#80

I’m a control freak, which isn’t good when you’re trying to figure out a co-parenting relationship.

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