“Unmasking the Shadows: 87 Toxic Traits You Never Knew Were Harming Your Family”
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#19
Self-Sabatoge. Whenever I have expectations placed on me, I immediately fail at the task regardless of whether doing the task is good for me or not. Failing becomes a habit and confidence is shot. Then any goal becomes not worth pursuing. It becomes a cycle of self-harm.
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#20
I think really badly of myself. Every day I tell myself how stupid, ugly, worthless, and undeserving I am. I think it throws my whole energy off and makes me attract people who agree with me instead of people who will love me and be real friends.
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#21
I can be very avoidant and self isolating at times.
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#22
Oversharing. I tend to yap about things about my life that many people can’t handle, and I don’t realize because it doesn’t phase me.
#23
This is more flawed than toxic, but I’m very level; no highs, no lows, and it means I struggle to have empathy. It all feels a bit of an act. I’ve gotten better over the years, but I always feel like an imposter. Often I used to jump to problem-solving, to skip over the messy part, and fix it. But over the years I learned this doesn’t help. Not really. There’s a time and a place for that and it’s when emotions are settled and stable.
Sometimes I picture the death of my parents, or a friend, just to try and feel emotions that some people must feel daily. This might make me sound dead inside, or depressed, but it’s really not the case. I wouldn’t trade it, I like it. But I’m not the best person to turn to in times of need. I just keep quiet, let them vent, and support them without judgement as well as I can. Sometimes that’s okay. Sometimes people may need more, but it is what it is. There’s no point pretending or being disingenuous. I’d rather people see a flawed authentic version of myself than a bad actor.
